Monday, January 30, 2012

My another ludicrous moment.

Let me tell ya some facts:
I promise you that I'm really not dumb..
It's Ok.Everybody has their own part,so do i.I admit I have my struggles,
Well very little of which are worse than others..

This particular one though,wasn't really a bad one.
But,however worse we are,we have to learn loving ourselves.And these thoughts make me who I am.No matter how lame and twisted it is.Alright.As you blokes got the frame and probably ready to blow me with your thoughts,I am sharing this story of mine.

My flatmate,works for GE,as a client of MSAT.She returned from office this evening and was taking out her contacts and was putting them back in that tiny boxes.Hold on.Right there.That's the moment that made me upset.Why would probably the things that supposed to be placed at the place,which is all right here,depress me?

Well,here is the case.The caps of the case are white and teal in color,right?
It easily help you to tell you which contact goes into which pod of the solution.Now don't jump the gun like I do in most of cases as they say.This wasn't at all what had upset me.There was this small 'r' notation that bothered me.Here's the kicker.How on the earth the blind people would suppose to know which lens goes to which part?They could have put this 'r' to caps 'R' as brail.This made me nuts for quite a time while making dinner.

And now after 3 long hours my eureka moment came.
Are you freaking kidding me?

Thing is,if somebody is blind,why would they need contacts to see?
Well,may be,there is a need for different kind of lens for them.But not this.I assure myself they must have designed in different ways,not this.

Yes.Just another Jazz moment.
*sigh* Someday,may be,someday,I would be the smartest lady,a man can fall for.

Till that day you can laugh at me,if you need to.

Hyderabad Auto-Sob-Story

Time:12.20 pm
Place:Paigah colony entrance,Anand theatre road

I was waiting for an auto.Had some things to get done with at Ameerpet.
1st auto:
Ameerpet.Lal Bunglow.
Kahan pe hai woh.
Just Lifestyle se right lete hi,aage hai.
70 RS do.
Kya!meter se chalo toh 40 bhi nahi hota hai.
Nahi.Nahi hoga.

2nd auto:

Bhaiya,Ameerpet chalte kya?
Nahi amma.

Another 5 minutes..
3rd auto:
Bhaiya.Meter se chalo?Ameerpet?
Ameerpet me kahan?
Woh first right turn ke baad,Dr Reddy Hai na!Uske just opposite me rakh dena.
Bole toh kitna duur hai turn se.
Ahem.Aap chalo,me batati hu.Jyada duur nahi hai bhaiya.
(Wondering for a while)..Nahi amma.Nahi hoga.

Another 2 minutes,,
4th auto:
Kahan jana hai.
Bhaiya Ameerpet.
(Stared me.)
Starting pe hi bhaiya.
Nai me straight paradise ja raha hu.
Achha.Koi nahi.

2-3 minutes more.
5th auto:
One auto came up.
(Raised his brows asking me the place.)
(Not a single sign of emotion on his face.Geared up.)

6th auto of the day.
Ameerpet.Lal Bunglow.
80 rs do.
Kya bhaiya,Kuchh bhi.
Amma utnaich toh hota hai.Aap kahin pe bhi puchhlo.
Bhaiya Meter se jaana hai toh chalo,nahi toh nahi.
(A compromising face)Chalo baitho.
I hopped in.

It was almost 30 minutes past the time i waited there.Anyway,right then,all set to the destination.The guy was in total rash.I was seeing him from the back.At paradise U turn,started checking my bag,if i do have the documents ready or not.He took a sudden overtake.I had no idea what he was up to.That was this just ahead of Shopper's Stop.2 Guys crossing the road,I could see them.Just in a jiffy,something's happened at the left end of auto.It was as if somebody dashed in heavily.I was awestrucked.The guy's speed mode is still on.My voices retorted after my thought period is over.

Kya hua udhaar bhaiya?(Point-blank mode)
There was no reply.
Bhaiya,Aap ko me tab se bol rahi hu,speed kamao.Pagal ho aap.Chal kya raha hai idhaar.
With a remorse in his voice,,Ab dekhke kahan road cross karte hai,log aaj kal.
Kya.Uski galti thhi!!Aap ko pata hai,aap kitni speed me ho!
Ye lo.aa gaya aapka.
There was a small outlet,who sells jalebi and all.I was just nearby that.I was late.
Just paid him.It was 38.82.I gave him 40 bucks and ran into the building.

Well,it's the second accident where i had a misfortune to be a non-alibi.The first one was  on 12Th September,2010,When I & my roomie had the same terrible accident at Anand Theatre opposite.She broke her shoulder and i got a ligament tear & some stitches for both of us.It was lucky time for us.In between i have been updated with umpteen auto accident news,happening to my office colleagues.I just don't get the traffic system here anymore.Specifically,Autos.I could have marked that vehicle number.But like other busy people,i kept on running to my stuffs.Or may be i was thinking about that guy a lot,that i just lost my conscience.It's a breakdown.I hope the guy is fine.May be he is going to recover of those severe/minor bruises,in a couple of days.But does that mean the auto-traffic here'd be better!God save people,out of the traffic here.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Halving the compass

*The other guy *Me
(That was about what people eat in Korea)
What do they exactly eat in Korea?
I heard somewhere they eat a lot of vegetables and all.They do prefer rice though.And my school friend was saying,they do eat Dog.Like we do get happy with KFC chicken,pork and turkey,they gather around and dance when they have Dog parties.Haha.
That's just disgusting.Are you kiddin' again?
No I am not.They have lot of the dog soup.Probably they breed dogs for this.Too Yum.
Oh Gross.You're not gonna have those at all cost,are you?
Well,you seem to be kidding now.I am totally done with all vaccinations.And i am gonna eat all.
You! You just possibly can't eat dog.
And that's because of..! We eat pork,turkey,chicken here.Besides beef and dogs are quite familiar.
Pork and dogs are never similar.
Totally,they are.Both of them have four legs.And skin's almost same.And hair..? Do dogs have those much hair like porks have?
Close though. Well. Maybe it's little fur..? But dogs are pets!
So are Porks,for some tribal people.Haha.Don't you know I have a pet Pork?
What? You do have a pet Pork?
Yup. He plays in my backyard. My uncle takes care of him now. Sometimes he sneaks in bed with me. It's kinda annoying.
Hahahah. Ok.Man this is ridiculous.
Haha ok yeah, I lied. I don't have a pet pork. I eat porks. And soon I will eat dogs. And maybe even small children.
You are pathetic.

Zimabu Etar

Remember,You have already seen The first Kind & Second kind.May be in Paul and some other.The third kind,i have no idea how they do there.Steven Spielberg had his chance.Here is to The fourth kind.A lot happening there since 2000.But officially the abduction cases are hidden by causes.Well,this is what the movie says.Even the Wikipedia talks about this.Please check on the embedded link.Milla Jovovich is as usual a perfect thriller lady.Some of movie scenes may be lame,but of course i enjoy watching her every time.Then i guess what happened in Paul was the first kind Alien,which(moreover 'who' as it was human-friendly) was real funny.Have not had the idea of experiencing a fourth kind in movie.Sumerians were the first society who depicted of Alien sculptures and so they have used Sumerian aliens here.Talk about Area 51 or Nome,Alaska or any evident in the below video,You certainly tend to at least think about them.Here is a piece that talks the total history of Alien experience.

And i can not just end the post here without adding the fourth kind trailer.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Harry Houdini Escape

Do you believe in magic?Do you ever expect all in a way like,what-if-it-goes-the-other-fancy-way?And if jericho never came,did you ever try Houdini's escape?
I was watching Hugh in 'The Prestige'.Suddenly i got to know about the disappearing/vanishing act.Harry Houdini vanished a full-grown elephant from the stage, beneath which was a swimming pool.So Prestige is a fetch from that of course.I wonder,we do need to escape from some situations in real life.So do my friends.
So,anyway,Song of the time :
The Disappearing Act :Houdini Escape
These guys are released last year,so the lyrics ain't available.Pardon me,if it goes wrong somewhere.
"Wake up in a morning
son is still in bed
get the children ready
the alarm clock says
speeding through the city
in your metal box
gotta get to somewhere
gotta chase the fox,

Way off in the distance
your head is in the clouds
crawling through the traffic
is the sleeping aloud
make a destination
get to where you want
looking what it cost to you
thats it hell of a lot,

Dreaming in the morning then you dream of for the day,
Dreaming in the office while you going away.
Dreaming in the morning then you dream of for the day,
Dreaming till you're dying is your Houdini escape.

Stock market collapses
your coffee taste like gas
9'O clock in the future
not a time for that
war in a country
riots on the streets
people loosing lives
while you continued to dream,

Dreaming in the morning then you dream of for the day,
Dreaming in the bed room while you're going away.
Dreaming in the morning then you dream of for the day,
Dreaming in the kitchen that you're going away.
Dreaming in the morning then you dream of for the day,
Dreaming at the coffee while you're going away.
Dreaming in the morning then you dream of for the day,
Dreaming till you're dying is your Houdini escape."

Friday, January 27, 2012

Definitely not a time

It's just super anachronistic.Like all around us.I remember,when it was 2011 summer,the temperature was at peak in Hyderabad.For crying out loud,i was waiting for rain.It's like every evening put on Creed's Rain and pray for rain.And when it rained disastrously at home in '11,i started praying for winter to come.I followed up with 'The Secret'.If you really want something to happen,despite the odd situation,believe that it's gonna happen and act as per that.So I started on with sweatshirts since that time,praying for rain to go away.Now as the winter's here,I ain't going for winter stuff,I am going for chilled water swimming.And now at 2.51 am,wishing it to rain heavily.
I didn't fall for Charlie St.Cloud.Would rate it around 4.5/10.But amazing 'Mud game' Song.

PS: It's 3 days old post,i could not publish then.So doing now.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

It totally hurts.

It hurts.No matter how good a movie can be,just some critics ramblings make it hurt a lot.I mean,man,It's Sandra Bullock &Tom Hanks.Do you have any idea how many people,live their time in the believe that a movie of their favorite stars are going to come up!Unfortunately,I have not have the torrent yet,But definitely,that would be my best day when i will watch
And for Pete's sake stop this crap.This can not be just true.

Holy Cow!

Did you know what that means.Hell ya,Little less than the f-words.That means Wikipedia even supports this.

How our usage of words change a lot meaning.If you just said a cow 'Holy' that turns to a pathetic rated word.I was randomly going through blogposts.Found this.It's just is pretty stinking hilarious,
How funniest one post can be.It's just people write the funny stuff and some other are there to make it more funnier.You gotta read here.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012


These days my neck gets sore,cause my brain's become big.Dreams.They scare the most.Alice in wonderland time.

"Which way I ought to go from here?" --Asked Alice.
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat.
"I don’t much care where" -- Said Alice.
"Then it doesn’t matter which way you go," Said the Cat.
"--so long as I get SOMEWHERE," --Alice added as an explanation.
"Oh, you’re sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough."

So let's take a chance here.


How do you feel when you start feeling the moment of freedom has come. You've been trying since a long long time and you've almost achieved it now.That moment when,even just breathing feels all right.This is the time of perseverance turning to deliverance.Totally out of right-wrong/inspired-insipid kind of negotiation.The anaphylactic days are gone.You believe you-are-no-more-a-kid-in-a-candy-store-with-thousand-options.Hence,certainty follows here.Peter Parker time's gone now.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Hom Tanks-ism :)

Was going through some articles on Spoonerism,Mondegreen,Eggcorn,Malapropism,Euphemism and all.Spoonerism is what happens to us obvious times.It's total funny.I can laugh for hours in utter loneliness by reading those.The below piece of poem depicts this properly.

"You think I may have drain bamage, maybe such a funk and drool
Writing on my boat nook, with my trusted ten my pool,
I am asking you to hiss and lear, there is toe burning back,
Hear carving to patch my woes, and use of limes I rack,

The sensible verse
You think I have brain damage, maybe such a drunken fool,
Writing in my note book, with my trusted pen my tool,
I am asking you to listen here, there is no turning back,
Care, having to watch my prose, the use of rhymes I lack.

I could be a meeky chunky, I may need a bottle in front of me,
You may think it's a lack of pies, made up over key and toffee,
Also you say this is all mad banners, Can I link any sower,
You may tell me don't pet the sweaty things and go shake a tower.

The sensible verse
I could be a cheeky monkey, I may need a frontal lobotomy,
You may think it's all a pack of lies, made up over tea and coffee,
Also you say this is all bad manners, Can I sink any lower?,
You may tell me Don't sweat on petty things, and go take a shower.

So if I go in with all buns glazing, this could be my ducky lay,
I intend to sock your knocks off, in a new wine on the lay,
This is becoming almost key manic, it hits my bunny phone,
But it need to be candled with hair, when chatting on the fellytone.

The sensible verse
So if I go in with all guns blazing, this could be my lucky day
I intend to knock your socks off, in a new line on the way,
This is becoming almost mechanic, it hits my funny bone,
But it needs to be handled with care, when chatting on the telephone.

Being moored out of my bind, I know I should chew my doors,
But I found a nosy little cook to listen to the pain that roars.
So now as I slay me down to leap and be a beep on my sled,
Any jokin' tester is better than dogging a horse that's fled,

The sensible verse
Being bored out of my mind, I know I should do my chores,
But I found a cosy little nook to listen to the rain that pours,
So now as I lay me down to sleep and be asleep on my bed,
Any token gesture is better than flogging a horse that's dead."

All of a sudden,at midnight,'The Terminal' movie made me bing this.Tom Hanks again at his best.I believe the concept of 'My Name Is Khan' is fetched from here.If not,Tom's 'Forrest Gump' kind of go with Navorski too.He is incorrigible as always.

"Amelia,would you like to get eat to bite?"


Well,I got the blues today.Not like those everyday-someday-anyday sob story,but those deep ones.Not sob ones.But to forget you've been doing and think of what you've been doing ones.Call it 30th/31st of the month.You got your salary credited.What is the very first thought that comes to a girl of my age to do with that money!Yes,things.What kind of things? Things that can lure other's eyes and pick one's single persona from a corner and highlight it.So,by that you make yourself involved in pursuing new accessorized life.And of course it sells and sells till infinite times.You get it and keep on getting it.Some fancy it and some become your counterparts.Is that all? Like,i just feel i am deviating from the flow here.No i guess it's not.It's not a confession-of-a-shopaholic-situation.But just a deep thought of pursuits of the life given to me.I am bored.Tired of all shiny materials i used to live on.It'd rather be like i choose to be anywhere,unnoticed or noticed,but Happy.I believe i have cut out my shopping bills by some good amounts.Being content is not that easy.Do you ever think of how generation by generation it's spreading up.Our parents are still much more happier with the fundamental stuffs.But fundamentals change from time to time.So as their own stands.

"Be ye happy, if ye may,
In the years that pass away.
Ye shall pass and be forgot,
And your place shall know you not.

Other generations rise,
With the same hope in their eyes
That in yours is kindled now,
And the same light on their brow.

They shall see the selfsame sun
That your eyes now gaze upon,
They shall breathe the same sweet air,
And shall reck not who ye were.

Yet they too shall fade at last
In the twilight of the past,
They and you alike shall be
Lost from the world's memory.

Then, while yet ye breathe and live,
Drink the cup that life can give.
Be ye happy, if ye may,
In the years that pass away,

Ere the golden bowl be broken,
Ere ye pass and leave no token,
Ere the silver cord be loosed,
Ere ye turn again to dust.

`And shall this be all,' ye cry,
`But to eat and drink and die?
If no more than this there be,
Vanity of vanity!'

Yea, all things are vanity,
And what else but vain are ye?
Ye who boast yourselves the kings
Over all created things.

Kings! whence came your right to reign?
Ye shall be dethroned again.
Yet for this, your one brief hour,
Wield your mockery of power.

Dupes of Fate, that treads you down
Wear awhile your tinsel crown
Be ye happy, if ye may,
In the years that pass away."
~Robert Fuller Murray In The Vanity Of Human Wishes

You can't just help yourself by not falling for it.As we know,there are no grades of vanity,there are only grades of ability in concealing it.Remember that Al Pacino's line "Vanity is definitely my favourite sin".

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Damn it feels good to be a Gangsta

Okay.Let me talk about this stuff,this time.How many of you really feel inspired to go to office and work on some uninspired piece of job,everyday?At least i know,i am not inspired.The past couple of days were like 'Office Space' and i bet all of us have already been to the below listed incidents.
1.You always land up on the way to office which has more traffic than the ones you didn't opt for.Now you're already late unwantedly though.
2.People around you in office talks about how you got a case of Mondays.
3.For one wrong issue you get a call from thousand people.Well,may be TPS reports.
4.You go to printer room,Couple of blocks away and found that the paper is as always stuck in that printer.It ain't work the time you need.
5.The Birthday celebration!People even sometimes miss to know whose birthday it is.And the piece of cake,oh yeah,if you are a girl,you're supposed to cut it and pass it on till the time it completes a round.
6.There is always a Miss Nina sitting near by you and attending calls :) Funniest part.
7.You have your yearly appraisal review done by a team where you blabber a lot to show that actually you've been working.Else you always can speak your mind out.
8.If you've name issues like me,You are in deep shit of troubles.Be it Michael Bolton(You can call me Mike) or Something-else :)

In the end,you realise you ain't gangsta dawg,You just have a dog.He's a Labrador.

Zihuatanejo & Talks of Hope

Hope Is The Best Thing,Ain't It! Call me an old time girl and i will agree with you.I do watch "Mean Girls" & "Going the distance" kind of stuff.But never find my heart there.Rather i would wake up the whole night to watch 90's stuff like Shawshank or  Million Dollar Baby or post 90's,like Benjamin Button.After long analysis i found out that,all talks about hope built by elders.Am i old? Why do i fall for old people hoping a better world?Never mind,I am not selling here.But i can say i am so up to it that i can just spend my life listening to Morgan Freeman's philosophy or Clint Eastwood/Brad Pitt as in old man's voice.The three videos of life time,One must watch,are here.
  • "I find I'm so excited, I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my head. I think it's the excitement only a free man can feel, a free man at the start of a long journey whose conclusion is uncertain. I hope I can make it across the border. I hope to see my friend and shake his hand. I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams. I hope."

  • "For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

Friday, January 20, 2012

When you can't breathe,You can't scream

I believe today is one of the most special day for me.Not special cause i am a moron who woke up super-late,but cause i got up at 12.20 pm around and first movie of the day on star movies was "Anaconda" :).And it's just happened to be my-movie-of-the-childhood.I know,how on earth can one watch Anaconda at the age of 25!But i just got amazed,how i enjoyed it,like i watched my first movie in the movie hall.I remember,Papa did not make out anywhere else that Sunday and we made out for this movie.I'd shifted to a new school then.Probably that was class 4-ish in my new second school.There was another family sharing our flat.Their 2 kids were my best buddies,other than my sis.We two family went out together to "Anaconda".I was literally living the shrills of those times in the movie hall when anaconda entered for the first time in the screen,today.And suddenly 'Lorie'(she was 2 years old then,i suppose) started crying the hell out seeing that.It made me think how the 15 years passed too quickly.I sort of kept on describing one best part of this movie years and years after to my school buddies.And that was when the Anaconda gulped the total-Jon-Voight and after a while vomited him,so he landed up infront of J-Lo winking his eyes.Funny Stuff.And the best movie scene of the time 1997-2012 goes to,

Blissed out

"The clouds were building up now for the trade wind and he looked ahead and saw a flight of wild ducks etching themselves against the sky over the water, then blurring, then etching again and he knew no man was ever alone on the sea."
~The Old Man and The Sea by Ernest Hemingway

Winter wind.Pretty Hyped up.We did have gotten the taste here.Found this piece of Shakespeare.I am not that ornamental.His stuffs are pretty labyrinthine.But liked this piece.

"Blow, blow, thou winter wind,
Thou art not so unkind
As man's ingratitude;
Thy tooth is not so keen
Because thou art not seen,
Although thy breath be rude.
Heigh-ho! sing heigh-ho! unto the green holly:
Most friendship is feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then, heigh-ho! the holly!
This life is most jolly.

Freeze, freeze, thou bitter sky,
Thou dost not bite so nigh
As benefits forgot:
Though thou the waters warp,
Thy sting is not so sharp
As friend remember'd not.
Heigh-ho! sing heigh-ho! unto the green holly:
Most friendship is feigning, most loving mere folly:
Then, heigh-ho! the holly!
This life is most jolly."
~ William Shakespeare

End of the day comes here.Lots of thoughts.Cold breeze is still on.To avoid this game of thoughts i got this one.So soothing.Lets just thank God for everything around us and have a good sleep.Ciao :)

Gelato, Spaghetti

I have been on heavy diet schedule since one month.May have reduced 3 kgs around.Don't know how one does it.But i kind of did totally weird way.If you love selective foods and only eat those,then it's quite simple.Avoid those particular ones.Rest,anyhow would not interest you much.I was literally gourmandising KFC'c chicken popcorns and boneless ones.But you heard it,when it's gonna happen,it has to happen.I got it.Suddenly one day,started hating those boneless chicken cause of it's skin part tasted pathetic.I am over with it.Need my new love now.

I had this feel,no matter how worst/good the situation is,if you start fantasizing something,you get to love it.It's always the first and rare expression you hold in your brain,to process it further.So one fine morning,in a total point-blank condition,you cook fried bean sprouts and eat all up with gusto.How does that feel? More good than any other food in the world.Well,i guess eating is a total psychological phenomenon.Can easily be guarded by the moods and vice versa.But i am still obsessed with pizza,snicker candy bars,blehs.Waiting for that pizza day,when i will get over with it too.Till then get to watch this and search for the distraction.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Quite a time

I am moated.One of the day when you feel like you don't exist.Its all dystopians around.The most important part is,it's 2012.Phew.Your veins in the legs are twisted.Your brain's become numb.Your eyes barely can see anything.You rarely find people connected to you.You think you're having all disease in the world.Like here in sebastian's having.Quite average,time killing movie.

I feel like a fool.When it happens,you have no one to share it all.So lonely in this totally alone world.Knowing that i got to pull it together,i am still messing it up.Sometimes,it just happens,out of nowhere,out of no reason.Just like that,boom! Probabilities are gone.It's like what-you-get-is-what-you-got.But time wounds all heals.And all i can do is doze off and expect a good day tomorrow,where i'll soon be moseying around.
"You say that only a fool believes that everyone has some good in their heart.
You say that only a fool makes music in their mind.
You say that only a fool loves hate back.
You say that only a fool leans against the wind.
You say that only a fool takes on a planet.
You say that only a fool holds out hope.
You say that only a fool tries to fly.
You say that only a fool fights the sea.
Very well.
I am that fool. And I will die fighting."

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Mid-Paris-Night In Youtube

One of my friend called me and asked me for some good movies not-to-kill-time-but-to-cherish-the-time-somewhere-in-future.My mind was hovering among recent watched ones.
  • Someone Like You: (Ashely-Judd-Fever.You've become 4th in my list after Milla Jovovich,Meg Ryan,Sandra Bullock,Oh yeah there comesYou.)
  • Marley & Me: (Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston kinda story not to be avoided,no matter if marley's there or not.)
  • Passengers: (Out of curiosity after seeing Anne's Butterfly swimming in One Day,googled more.It's Ok)
  • One Day: (Random hit at IMDB.Got to wonder how i missed this before)
  • The Brothers Bloom: (HBO suggestion couple of days before)
  • The Help: (Some-special-one's FB suggestion)
Wait,i guess Owen Wilson ruled more besides Anne Hathaway recently in my list.Shucks,how can i just forget suggesting "Midnight In Paris".I have been virtually travelling Paris with a like-minded friend since a long time.Now this movie is what made me repent how did i really miss some awe-inspiring places despite heavy Googlemaps usage.Guessed before,Woody Allen bores by far-fetched romance(Like In SCOOP.He'd his chance with Scarlett and so he took it there.What's the point of sticking gums in Hugh's career.Ew was the movie.More yuckie,it could have been,if Hugh would be out. At least one get to see his swimming style there.)But this time,Woody's given the charm.Bravo.Anyway,This piece of Virtual-Paris makes me wonder how a place can be so ethereal,ad infinitum.

"Adriana: I can never decide whether Paris is more beautiful by day or by night.
Gil: No, you can't, you couldn't pick one. I mean I can give you a checkmate argument for each side. You know, I sometimes think, how is anyone ever gonna come up with a book, or a painting, or a symphony, or a sculpture that can compete with a great city. You can't. Because you look around and every street, every boulevard, is its own special art form and when you think that in the cold, violent, meaningless universe that Paris exists, these lights, I mean come on, there's nothing happening on Jupiter or Neptune, but from way out in space you can see these lights, the caf├ęs, people drinking and singing. For all we know, Paris is the hottest spot in the universe."

Spear Of Destiny

"I know I'm not one of your favorites. I'm not even welcome in your house. But, I could use a little attention there."

Spooky time,back again.Late night shows.Keanu Reeves is always the fantasy-star other than Milla Jovovich.

Q.How does fantasy help one?
Ans.When you have pretty/petty average day at office and you are so so mundane about the talks and to-do stuffs around,when you kind of think why-in-earth-i-am-wasting-time-when-i-am-wasting-time,that is the threshold point.It's time to serve yourself,happiness over brutal-reality through false pretense and dreamy stuff.You scream through the 'hellspeak'.

P.S.The above self-categorization may differ from one to one who have been playing stuffs like this.In case of Keanu's flick,it would be just like,'C'mon,it's him.You can watch him diligently,even while he is puking pathetically.'

But this time this is Constantine. John Constantine. Asshole.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Fried Green Tomatoes

Did i just hit the new post button again.Don't know why i am scribbling so much.May be too much of thoughts to unload.I gotta call up my school and college buddies today after a long time.Time changes too fast.It's like some 'The Chieftains' time with old school feelings.How i used to have million dozens of friends and now it's like just 6 to 7 calls to make.Makes me think,as the time passes,relationship dies.You think you've the same people around you,but no,with different minds.The mind that you or the counterpart ain't fit anymore.But never mind,let's just get started with the beloved remnants.

1 Birthday & 2 Minutes

He's this strictly-timed man,who can not spend more than 2 minutes on a call.Its always like he wants to keep himself too busy with all works around him.For he,keeps on saying 2 minutes of your short life span could be of help to many more needies around.So he just does not squander around.Remember those Robert Frost words of miles to go before i sleep,Likewise Bapa has this "Minutes-to-spend-before-i-sleep" beliefs.On my Pappa's birthday,as an ode to him,i am going quote Robert Frost.

"Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep."

P.S. What more can be done in 2 minutes of your life when you really want to get done with piles of things.As an amateur's thought,it reminds me of Jaymay's RSP.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Hugh Grant Moment

14th Jan,2012,Saturday

Woke up at 9.00.It was a good time.A cup of green tea.
Went to country Club swimming pool with Amrita.Swam till 12.00ish.

Had a Tuna wrap.Lunch done.
Awaiting The Descendants torrent to get done with.
How do you define a happy day.Not only for you,but also for your family a long away.Pappa's birthday's tomorrow.All together kind of arrangement is going on at home for Sai pooja.I am excited here,though knowing i would end up just wishing him only over calls.But still it's a Hugh Grant moment for me here.[I bet you don't wanna miss this]


Like Tom Hanks says, "Ask any question in the world and the answer to that would be The GodFather".So i say,"Ask any question in the world and the answer to that would be Tom Hank's Movie".Be it 'Big','Sleepless in seattle','You've got mail','Forrest Gump' and all.Hell of an actor.While surfing i found these 4 videos with different messages and totally made my time yet.

1."Life was like a box of chocolates.You never know what you're gonna get."

2."If I hadn't been Fox Books and you hadn't been The Shop Around the Corner, and you and I had just, well, met.."

3."For tomorrow the Sun will rise.Who knows what the tide would bring?"

4."Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning... breathe in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breathe in and out... and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while."

Someone once truly said,"Do not doubt your abilities. Do not delay your worthy impressions. With God's help, you cannot fail. He will give you the courage to participate in meaningful change and purposeful living."

Adios..Amigos & Enemigos :)

Lah De Dah

Had a talk with my sister this morning.Oh,i gotta tell she is a pill.No,not in a bad way i am expressing.She's just over possessive about me,more than mom even.I told mom last night,that i am gonna participate in 'The Republic Cycling Ride'.She despite knowing the fact i developed a Patella Femoral Syndrome my post-ligament-tear thing,just retorted 'as you wish'.And my Di,she just jumped to me.After thousand explanation of how positive i am being about it,she started cooling out.How true that,no matter how strong we are,we need somebody to let us feel protected.Sometimes,some close person to our heart works like the wind.The-wind-that-choke-your-breath-and-the-wind-beneath-your-wings-to-let-you-flap.Make sure you don't miss these kind of people..

Talking about Alanis..She is a gem of a collection.And i am totally into this song.
"Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud"

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Death & Taxes

Would you ever dream of a deliriously happy life with no expectation,no wishes?Well i guess,It's a bit unrealistic and if not,tough to achieve.
It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.
- Agnes Repplier
Been listening to Somewhere Over The Rainbow.Worth a song and quite a thing to ponder about.

"The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world"

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Waking The Sun


I am still up.Insomnia's back again.I've been listening to The Matches-Wake The Sun,since what 12.30-ish.There is a world full of thoughts inside this tiny brain.It made me to visit through thousand of pages here.I googled Swagatika Sarangi(Gee,i hate this name.Call me Jazz) and found some 5-10 new people with this name too.I feel more sick now.I have to tell,

Dear Swagatika Sarangi,

Your name is my name too!

Swagatika Sarangi

And then i got all oneliners at dear blank,please blank.Funny crappy stuffs.The torrents on my lappy are Deception,Everybodys Fine,The middle show.I found this poem.Shoe fits better here.

One by one the petals drop
There's nothing that can make them stop.
You cannot beg a rose to stay.
Why does it have to be that way?

The butterflies I used to chase
Have gone off to some other place.
I don't know where. I only know
I wish they didn't have to go.

And all the shiny afternoons
So full of birds and big balloons
And ice cream melting in the sun
Are done.
I do not want them done.
-Judith Viorst

Guess with the next hour i am really going to witness the waking sun.This is how one should believe in miracle.

Kopi Luwak Time To Laugh About

It's difficult to understand the sum of a person's life.Some people will tell you it's measured by the ones left behind.Some believe it can be measured in faith.Some say by love.Other folks say life has no meaning at all. Me? I believe that you measure the people who measured themselves by you.

Everyday,i download a pathetic-rated movie to kill my time anyway,but today it was different.Different,not by just to get the content of this post,but by made me make some pages of my daily-planner worth a look.Oh yes,I am thinking again.A lot,indeed.Like where am i gonna land up with whom.How am i going to be with all. Never mind.It won't long last.It'd be just all gone just like that.When the morgue comes up as a place,man decided what's got left to be done.Till then we just kill the time like i do.I mean if you aint a philistine you are supposed to follow up with the answers of this.What is a Lingonberry?Who is Chuck Berry?What is the Mariana Trench?What are quarks?What is the quadratic equation?Who is Howdy Doody?Who are Bert and Ernie?Who is Spiro Agnew?Who is Charlie McCarthy?

But i would rather like to dissect the whole purpose.As the time passes and i believe i have lived 24 years of my life,and all i can sum up about it is,it's our eyes that define and our mind that sees.So no hard-stuff around.I am not proud of the things i did,but i am pretty sure i will do it again.The five stages before death are Denial.Anger.Bargaining.Depression.Acceptance.So i declare,I will have to cross this phase, in fact all of us.But no matter how i am going to be dead,i will have to keep my eyes closed and heart open.This part of the movie was really the one of depths.I believe this scene can make any people realize of what they are doing and of their consent.Here.

Morgan freeman has something in his voice.He opens up and he speaks of volumes.I guess Hugh Jackman's inherited that voice too.The letter of thanks made me feel what a real thing it is.We for sure,at some times,able to make ourselves livable just cause of somebody in the world.You may think you are just everyone.But you ain't.Cause everyone is everyone.

I am gonna have to write down my kinda bucket list.Till the time lets laugh until we cry.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The Tree Of Life

Today morning i woke up,i found my bed room balcony door was open.And there from the neighbor's flat two kids peeking me,while sleeping.I was happy they were so cute and careless eyes.I almost got up and asked their names.They are Pinky(In Standard 4) and Shini(Was trying her best to stand and see our room,though she could barely stand firmly).They belong to Nepal.They are vacationing here.From the 5-10 minutes chat i had with them,i figured out it's such a wonderful life we've got to live and lived already.We being sometimes morons make it more worse by cursing this,that,what-not.So here i thought,let me recall the good times and the smiles,and thank almighty for couple of minutes.I purely remember the moments when i have life in me.

1.I always love to see the sunrise and sunset.Pappa used to wake me up every morning 3 am.With a cup of tea since my early school days,i used to do maths.And there followed by a sunrise on our terrace.He,doing yoga and i,being lost in the horizon.

2.Paddling fast from school at 5 pm and running back to my backside garden,just to see the sunset.All alone.I used to see that Alif Laila and feel the eeriness among the Sal trees in my garden,post sunset.Creepy i was.

3. Power-cut during rains.So goes the story of homework by lantern light.The best time of my life.Maa's guardian voices to make hand-writing better :)

4.Sitting on my Aai's(Maa's maa) lap,watching the Doppler effect of light of the vehicles far away on the NH and coming through the small river.I used to fancy Aai,for her telling the stories of ghosts behind the dazzling and vanishing lights of vehicles.

5.I once screwed up my trigonometry exam.And next week i sort of spent my total time on working on those,on the floor itself and followed up by a sleep under the bed. Maa took me to bed after that.I wish she'd do that again now.

6.Sunday morning,Mowgli shows.Fish Curry.

7.Summer Mangoes.Pool side games.

8.College days and Unlimited fun.Semester hard-work.

9.And now it's been quite a whole total professional life.The early hard work days.The senior inspirational people and urge to work hard.

10.The every single birthday nights and night out pub life.Dancing for total 3-4 hours in a row.Don't know where that energy come from,when you are surrounded by a bunch of like minded friends.

11.A flat,family life all together again.Baking cakes with friends and buying clothes ,shoes,bags and wasting money all at a go.

13.Hugh Jackman movies :) (I smell kinda crush there.)

With life in every step i take on the dreary road and wondering how good life is.I may be a failure lots of times and then successful a single time thereafter.We are not here to judge it,but just live it.And i am grateful to the almighty,that i have been doing this being totally on the edge.

God should tell John Mayer to edit the line to "Not waiting on the world to change." And I, am  totally in love with all this.Well I just want to thank for everything around me.If i hadn't have these moments,i would not have this life.

Gonna let out a little secret: I always dream of waking up like this & she is an amazing lady.

It's happened,been happening and gonna happen till the time we are alive.It's all total a Progress.Just found this line and it's so so true.Quoting,

"Even if something is left undone, everyone must take time to sit still and watch the leaves turn."
~ Elizabeth Lawrence ~

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Sea Fever

I must down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky,

And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by,

And the wheel's kick and the wind's song

and the white sail's shaking,

And a grey mist on the sea's face,

and a grey dawn breaking.

I must down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide

Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied;

And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying,

And the flung spray and the blown spume,

and the sea-gulls crying.

I must down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life,

To the gull's way and the whale's way

where the wind's like a whetted knife;

And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover

And quiet sleep and a sweet dream

when the long trick's over.


~ Sea Fever By John Masefield (1878 -1967)

Sunshine Speaks

Out of the bosom of the Air.
Out of the cloud-folds of her garments shaken,
Over the woodlands brown and bare,
Over the harvest-fields forsaken,
Silent and soft and slow
Descends the snow.

Even as our cloudy fancies take
Suddenly shape in some divine expression,
Even as the troubled heart doth make
In the white countenance confession,
The troubled sky reveals
The grief it feels.

This is the poem of the air,
Slowly in silent syllables recorded;
This is the secret of despair,
Long in its cloudy bosom hoarded,
Now whispered and revealed
To wood and field.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

" Are You Watching Closely? "

The Pledge: The sorrounding shown to us seems too normal,there is always achievable among the non achievable..We took it as normal.As we see,There is always a clue behind simple unaltered stuffs to be defined newly.

The Turn: Some special person comes up and makes it different.the view changes suddenly.In a way we can tell the normal path deviates and they make it different and special.We till the time has not yet recognized.Instead of searching for a clue for that,we make ourselves amazed.We are still blind-folded.

The Prestige: They suddenly come back as new definition.It's magic,the pledge shows ordinary,the ordinary gets into extraordinary.They saw the extraordinary.Hardest part.Spectators are amazed now.They started adoring the magic.Here is what happens the prestige.

While decoding the above 3 ways to our normal life phenomenon,It seems like every moment is a magic.At the most shortest duration we define ourselves as a great magician.It's just the choice that we make,to be prestigious and able to amaze the people around,just by the feel.

" We stood
Steady as the stars in the woods
So happy-hearted
And the warmth rang true inside these bones
As the old pine fell we sang
Just to bless the morning "