Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Counting Happiness

It's just my small life and more or less good people around me.I do have a plan and do conceive to the fact that when I'd grow old,I would never repent a penny worth.Time's been good.Now when I was reading the blogs of different people's life, I see "Happiness always comes in king-size."It's just us who forget at times to count it.So lets start counting happiness before a slumber tonight.
1.Bean bag and balcony.
2.Soft & cold wind.
3.Less starred sky.It's ok.We got much more to focus on.
4.Crickets chirping around.
5.Fresh sheets in my room.
6.Window open and through which you can see the moon occasionally.
Thinking about nothing literally and listening to this soundtrack.
G'nyt & being thankful for everything is good,right ? :)

Friday, July 27, 2012


gloom·y  (glm)
adj. gloom·i·ergloom·i·est
1. Partially or totally dark, especially dismal and dreary: a damp, gloomy day.
2. Showing or filled with gloom: gloomy faces.
a. Causing or producing gloom; depressing: gloomy news.
b. Marked by hopelessness; very pessimistic: gloomy predictions.

Definition of gloomy goes up like this.I was just feeling super-happy cause the weekend is here.Lately,Have I been telling you that these are the best days of life.For what reasons I have been extremely happy that makes me question myself.So I thought let's just have the very grotesque idea of being gloomy.Below activities for being gloomy are just my two cents.Do not relate it to your situation.
1.Do maths for hours together.They let me feel down.
2.Bunk a day office and listen to the soundtrack sitting idle in a lonely flat.I used to do the same in my school days.
3.Talk less.
4.Watch movies like Resident evil sequels.
5.At mid-night,wake up and stare outside bungle.
6.Avoid calls from the dear ones.
7.Get detached from everything.
8.Eat a lot.Anything and everything eatable around.
9.Recall your family people who died since the time you have been here.
10.Think of every single planchets you'd done during school days and where did they go wrong or right.

I guess that's it.I have started The Sixth Sense and I am almost not up to it.Being gloomy is not easy,Right.It's gonna be the weekend and I have to work from home tomorrow.Almost loaded with bug buckets and It's gonna be good,for sure.Ciaos.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Forgetting All

I would not like to scribble about any thoughts of mine,for there is this line that captured me.Pretty busy,lame day.I am happy with all that's been happening.And I am afraid too.You know why.My roomie always says,"when you are happy,content and in and out with safe situation,believe that your life is not happening."Comfort zone is not at all really good.I need some hurdles now.I do need some problems now.

And the quote of the time is,

"Promise me you will not spend so much time treading water and trying to keep your head above the waves that you forget,truly forget,how much you have always loved to swim"
-Tyler Knott Gregson-

Sunday, July 22, 2012

People all get ready

Today is the Day.It's one of those amazing day,when you feel happiness and serenity in not doing the things you are supposed to do.What I am trying to get at is,I have a certification pending on 31st.I have a pretty timely bucket list to cover up before that.I have 8 sets of dumps to read and mug it up till the time I sit for the test.I know,I am slow.But the best thing is I get real slow at times. Like my little plan for the day was by the mid-day I MUST BE DONE WITH 3 SETS OF PRACTICE SETS.Did I start by any chance ? No. So I am not ranting this time,rather I am being happy exploring the possibilities.
My day started with a video on "Aurora Borealis".

How amazing would it be the live somewhere where seeing the lights happened semi-often? I'm not positive on this, but I've heard that they don't really happen that often and it takes a special collection of circumstances for them to be visible; in addition the colors and whatnot are dependent upon various conditions. Regardless.. I'm pretty sure I'd spend years on end living somewhere if I knew that one day I could see the lights.
So after this I spent a huge time on ebaying Rakshis for Raksha Bandhan is gonna be soon.
And then I jumped to my next week collection of pieces of music.So the supreme list goes like:
1.Iron & Wine
2.Gregory Alan Isakov
3.Ben Howard
4.Robert Plant
5.Alexi Murdoch
6.Jack Johnson
7.Joshua Radin
8.Nick Drake
9.The Civil War
And finally I discovered "The Frames".They have been there since the morning time.

Today is one of those days where I'm just thankful to be alive. I'm glad that I have a life to live, and I'm glad that I am free to spend it how I want, more or less. Obviously there will always be deadlines to meet and things to do, andsometimes  most times the motivation just isn't there. But that's life, and you know what? If you miss some deadlines, or don't always get done what you wanted, sometimes it's a blessing in itself to just have had the day to yourself in general. So I'm thankful for that.
 And in total,after wasting all this time, I talk to myself,I am the one who's gonna wrap it up all.And you know Glen Hansard sings out loud,
"People all get ready
'Cos we're breaking down again
Rebuild what's gone unsteady
And see it through with wiser hands"
Good Times :)

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Music and Lyrics

I've got a story.
So yesterday my friend tweeted a song lyric. I read it and i was like, wait. I know this! I know! But i totally forgot the band, and i spent a couple minutes after to googling that song while trying to remember with just the title as a hint. Stupid me,i've not remembered those lyric my friend just tweeted, i'm just trying to remember it by myself. I'm kinda enjoying it, i mean 'the-so-happily-searching-feeling' and the part when i finally remember, you know, when the answer popped up in my brain all of sudden.
I call it the simple way of satisfaction.

This song itself,is a song i used to love, very much. The song i'm addicted to at the first time i hear, repeat it hundred times, googling the lyrics, memorize it well, repeat it even more. But DANG i've just forgotten it.
It is just so fascinating the way times kill memories, don't you think? The moment i read that tweet, i got the same DANG feeling.
I was playing the song and began to fall in love again. To both the song and my feeling when i hear it.
The exact old feeling. I've got a kick send me to the past last night. I was drown into my thought remember the old time and the difference with the present. The difference between a college student & a professional. Between pc and notebook, between two times.

I've gone trough wikipedia too!So i checked every musician list who have their songs in the particular genre.And i found it at the middle of that list. If I go I am Goin'!! I almost shout my screen out.
Always enjoy remembering.
I'm that kind of person.

It's almost Sunday and You people must take some rest and thank around.Happy Time Blokes.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Another Blessed Evening

This amazing evening.
1. Two of us forced the third one to watch "500 Days of summer" and I kind of watched it for less than 10 times.

Summer: Well, you know, I guess it's 'cause I was sitting in a deli and reading Dorian Gray and a guy comes up to me and asks me about it and... now he's my husband.
Tom: Yeah. And... so?
Summer: So, what if I'd gone to the movies? What if I had gone somewhere else for lunch? What if I'd gotten there 10 minutes later? It was - it was meant to be. And... I just kept thinking... Tom was right.
Tom: No.
Summer: Yeah, I did.
Summer: I did. It just wasn't me that you were right about.

On a side note,though this movie is personally one of my good collection,she needed to watch it this time.Life moves on.
2. Near by aunt's kiddo. He is way high cute and just started talking words.How do they sound amazed me every moment.
3.3 Of us on the terrace,in the rain. Oh time,it is gonna be memorable for life time.
4.Sitting quietly with coffee and looking at the leaves getting drenched,is divine.
5. Listening to :
Tears In Heaven : Eric Clapton

The heart of life: John Mayer

City and color: Against The Grain 

In your atmosphere: John Mayer

Song For You: Alexi Murdoch

Orange Sky : Alexi Murdoch

Halving The Compass: Helios

6. I just can not be more complacent and content,on a weekend like this.
Friends are for fun.For real Fun.And now this is time for Spongebob Squarepants time.Life is a fairy-tell when you are accompanied by friends.Below is the song of the time.

The Matthew Effect

The rainy weather can not possibly be a glumy weather in India.For they die of summer here.Not a pretty swell day.You learn the appropriate usage of cardamom in egg curry,evening tea and then you learn Canadian Hockey,European soccer, US's baseball players have always had their advantages.

"Parents with a child born at the end of the calendar year often think about holding their child back before the start of kindergarten; it's hard for a five-year-old to keep up with a child born many months earlier. But most parents, one suspects, think that whatever disadvantage a younger child faces in kindergarten eventually goes away. But it doesn't.It's just like hockey. The small initial advantage that the child born in the early part of the year has over the child born at the end of the year persists. It locks children into patterns of achievement and underachievement, encouragement and discouragement, that stretch on and on for years."

So this is how THE MATTHEW EFFECT goes on.And I too agree.This book is Revelatory.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

..For those who do not rot!

In Nutshell.
1.My job is going pretty good.
2.Been working hard all day.
3.I have been overeating.Like everything.
4.My roomies's Birthday.Celebrated.
5.Started with "Outliers" today.
6.I cried watching this video,this evening.
There is so much we have in our lives and there are so many who look up for a life.
Here's my shout out for those who do not rot.


Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Archibald (Moonlight) Graham

"You know, we just don't recognize the most significant moments of lives while they are happening. Back then I thought, Well there'll be other days. I didn't realize that was the only day."
Archibald (Moonlight) Graham
Field of Dreams

Now this is the piece of old movie we are talking about.What do they say? 
There are no coincidences because what you see, hear and do are part of something greater than us. It is tied into something larger that can be described as both mystical and magical.Don’t ask me to explain this because I can’t tell you how or why. There are no coincidences. You can live your dream. All you need to do is let go, submit to the reality of the possibility and accept that there will be opportunity. It can’t happen on its own but if you ask and if you believe you will find the answer. Field of Dreams has all answers to your theme at this age.
"Well, you know I... I never got to bat in the major leagues. I would have liked to have had that chance. Just once. To stare down a big league pitcher. To stare him down, and just as he goes into his windup, wink. Make him think you know something he doesn't. That's what I wish for. Chance to squint at a sky so blue that it hurts your eyes just to look at it. To feel the tingling in your arm as you connect with the ball. To run the bases - stretch a double into a triple, and flop face-first into third, wrap your arms around the bag. That's my wish, Ray Kinsella. That's my wish. And is there enough magic out there in the moonlight to make this dream come true? "
This is good.Not just that good.But happening good.When the day ends with the feel of lucidity that all around us magical to let the things happen and we have to wait for that one chance that let the thunder to strike,everything seems so meaningful.I am soon to come up with "Outliers" By Malcolm Gladwell's review. This is going to be the time tomorrow.Peace Out.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

In the meanwhile,In parallel worlds.

I once have read a story about another place called parallel world. Not like this world is another earth but is more like the virtual world. The story says that in earth exist more than one same person living their own time apart, for example there were the same me,but maybe she’s not an Software Engineer with one sister, maybe she is that one  who has series of books written by her with international acclaims but who haven’t any brother and sister things like that.Different life and paths but same person. 
And for some reason we can’t ever meet.So it brings me to thought are this world real or this just one of a parallel world? how can we prove that? 
mystery still.Or may be it's blindsided.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Les Misérables

This is sheer blasphemy that I have not got to watch Les Misérables before.Today was the day.I did not watch it before cause I was thinking plays are meant for artist.Yes I am an artist but I do not care to catch the emotions most of the time.What if I would have abandoned the great creativity before.And so I did not watch it at all until today.Anyway,Les Misérables,is life-changing.Honestly.The music,the lyrics,the characters.It's bit of dramatic.
No words.None. 
Okay,I actually have a lot a lot a lot of words. 
This play is so touching...the subjects,the moral questions,the societal conflicts,the French Revolution...even though it's set so long ago,the story is timeless. 
Honey-bunch of the time is Hugh Jackman & Russel Crowe kind of super-humans are going to adapt it,this year end.I knew 2012 has a lot up it's sleeves this time.I  just knew it.
I guess the year is gonna pass smoothly in just waiting for this movie to get released.
Anyone who hasn't seen it, see it and know for yourself.
"There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving"

Profound Indeed.Here.Start saving your time.

"One more dawn, one more day, one day more."